I have abandoned you. Turned my shirtless back towards you  and you have viewed my naked skin graced upon sun-kissed residue  Effortlessly encased within bundled veins and exhaled breaths which you no longer form nonetheless with me, you have died. I mourn you. I wipe tears with lotion filled tissues  Face adorned with wrinkled skin and puffed eyes Insomnia induced I walk the night Sluggish bones piled upon creaking joints Drip. Drop. Blurred vision now my sight. I put religion on you. Lyrical Hail Mary's, quiet prayers and  Slow moving meditations of Buddhism. Challenged my Spirituality to become my vocal ultimate reality Dimensions formed as I wait for facets to challenge the fractals of my inner prism.  In death, I shall guarantee your resurrection.  No more shameless black clothed to disguise pain Adoring rain drops to mirror life not lived in vain Velvet roses on a mahogany empty casket Kicked dirt on stiletto hills observed next to memorial baskets. Erase the lost moments, th