Sometimes you need a break. A break is exactly what my mind had and is still getting. Call it "unplugging" if you will, but the constant clicking and clacking, the beeps and noises, the to and fro of the stimuli and noises that were buzzing in my head were all too much for me. Information overload in the head of a poet who already has a million things buzzing in the head. Random lyrics from 90's songs. Recipes from watching Gordon Ramsay on television. The square root of 81 equating to 9. You know. Normal stuff. Enter me saying screw it all and just taking a step back. So here I am not feeling so hot. Not feeling so hot about my body and mind. All stressed out and body feeling not so good as well. Chronic pain taking a massive toll on my being and spirit. Trying to defeat me. It did several times already, but I always seemed to bounce back. I don't know what happened. Just one day...one morning, I just decided to wake up and say- "Fuck it." Really.